So long, London (So long, London)

再见 伦敦（再见 伦敦）

So long, London (So long, London)

再见 伦敦（再见 伦敦）

So long, London (So long, London)

再见 伦敦（再见 伦敦）

I saw in my mind fairy lights through the mist

我在脑中瞥见 彩色小灯穿过薄雾

I kept calm and carried the weight of the rift

我保持清醒并承担分歧的重量

Pulled him in tighter each time he was drifting away

每当他开始飘离我会将他拉得紧些

My spine split from carrying us up the hill

承担你我得重量爬上山坡令我脊柱断裂

Wet through my clothes, weary bones caught the chill

衣裳被全然浸透寒风刺痛我疲惫的骨头

I stopped trying to make him laugh, stopped trying to drill the safe

我不再试图令他欢笑不再尝试撬开保险箱

Thinking how much sad did you think I had

思索着 你觉得我内心蕴藏着多少悲伤呢

Did you think I had in me?

你觉得我能忍受多少呢

Oh, the tragedy

噢悲剧一场

So long, London

所以再见 伦敦

You'll find someone

你终会寻得某人

I didn't opt in to be your odd man out

并非是我选择成为你的异类

I founded the club she's heard great things about

我创立了一间俱乐部而她听着很心动

I left all I knew, you left me at the house by the Heath

我离开了我熟悉的一切你将我留在希斯公园旁的一栋房子里

I stopped CPR, after all, it's no use

我终止了心肺复苏毕竟它终究无用

The spirit was gone, we would never come to

灵体已然飘离我们再也无法回到从前

And I'm pissed off you let me give you all that youth for free

我生气的是你令我无偿奉献了所有的青春

For so long, London

再见了伦敦

Stitches undone

缝线松解

Two graves, one gun

两座坟墓一把枪

I'll find someone

我终会寻得某人

And you say I abandoned the ship

而你说是我遗弃了船

But I was going down with it

但我那时不过在向下漂流

My white-knuckle dying grip

我用发白的指节

Holding tight to your quiet resentment

紧握你那静默的怨恨

And my friends said it isn't right to be scared

我朋友们说你不该害怕

Every day of a love affair

每日的风流韵事

Every breath feels like rarest air

当你不确定他是否想在此

When you're not sure if he wants to be there

每一口呼吸循环的都会是稀薄的空气

So how much sad did you think I had

思索着 你觉得我内心蕴藏着多少悲伤呢

Did you think I had in me?

你觉得我能忍受多少呢

How much tragedy?

多少悲剧呢

Just how low did you think I'd go

你以为在我自爆之前

Before I'd self-implode?

在我不得不离开之前

Before I'd have to go be free?

我会陷得有多低？

You swore that you loved me, but where were the clues?

你发誓你爱我但为何我无法寻得一丝踪迹

I died on the altar waiting for the proof

我在祭坛上等待证据时悄然离世

You sacrificed us to the gods of your bluest days

你将我们献祭给了你那些最为忧郁时日

And I'm just getting color back into my face

而我也不再面容失色

I'm just mad as hell 'cause I loved this place

我只是过于愤怒因我曾爱着此处

For so long, London (So long, London)

再见了伦敦

Had a good run (Had a good run)

曾相处得不错

A moment of warm sun (Moment of warm sun)

在暖阳倾洒的那一刻

But I'm not the one (I'm not the one)

但我并非那位命中注定

So long, London (So long, London)

再见了伦敦

Stitches undone (Stitches undone)

缝线松解

Two graves, one gun (Two graves, one gun)

两座坟墓一把枪

You'll find someone (You'll find)

你终会寻得某人

直奔这首的歌人,懂得都懂！ 与London Boy遥相呼应,泰勒丝不愧是满分作文选手。So long似乎惜别之意, 能体会到lover小屋渐渐坍塌的心碎无奈,she said home is where the heart is,就算paper ring也会欢喜戴上。那个信誓旦旦地说“he must like me for me”的小女孩如今也只能洒脱地说出So long, London,You'll find someone. 多年的陪伴从reputation到Midnights,无论是曾经delicate中那一束光的救赎,还是paper rings中眼中只有他,还有dress中“在我最黑暗的时候,你却看到我的闪光点”peace中“give me wild ,give u a child” 我听过所有你写给他的歌,我知道曾经你有多么爱他但是故事的结尾总是遗憾的。和伦敦男孩形成闭环了伦敦男孩像是热恋期的小情侣那种懵懂 不知所措的爱 而这首像是女主已知晓一切 不辞而别 在雨夜的清晨独自拉上行李 在离开时最后回头远远的望了一眼 和过去的一切彻底告别。开始：You know I love a London boy结束：So long,London。天杀的jobless THeo。I'm just mad as hell 'cause I loved this place,（我只是过于愤怒 因我曾爱着此处。） 再见 伦敦,霉姐迈向新生活吧。你们都在每一张专辑里找我的影子。TTPD 有自己的ATW。这个鼓点跟我心慌的时候一模一样我哭啊。Joe,我知道你在偷听。疑似峨眉山修炼曲姊妹篇。鼓点的速度和唱词的速度,在听感上一快一慢,我感觉就像心意已决,要去和ta分手时,开口说话虽然条理清晰,但心跳仍然激烈跳动不停。 最后是已经释怀了 放过自己 ,前奏是脑子进水的感觉。前奏无敌！And I'm pissed off you let me give you all that youth for free. 我在free里听到了哭腔？ track5永远最私密与真心。你陪我走过最难熬的日子,随便他们怎么说,你就是我的梦中情人；所有人都知道我谈了一个伦敦男孩,见过所有的朋友,告诉他们我们真的在一起了；而如今我不再逗你开心,我离开我们曾经的家,七年的时光转瞬即逝,祝你觅得良人,这是我对你最后的祝福,再见了,伦敦。感受不到的爱意永远不是爱意

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